Well, it's been quite a while since I staked my claim in this little corner of the blogosphere...and look at me with no content to speak of. For shame!
"Marty, don't you know everyone wants to know your deepest thoughts, poured out into cyberspace on a ritualistic basis? To blog is to live, yes?"
Yeah, not sure about all that. I've never been one to keep a journal but I definitely see the merits to doing such a thing. And, what better place to keep this journal than out there in public!?
So, here's my first official entry:
*tapping pencil on desk*
Yesterday, I reconnected with a friend I hadn't spoken to in several years. She recently divorced and was catching me up on what's been happening in her life the past three years or so since we last spoke. She's fun and energetic and a blast to talk to, and I was sharing with her a little self-analysis I've been doing lately.
I've known this young lady since high school, back in those carefree days when you could make seven thousand dollars a year and still be upbeat about things. Somewhere between then and today, I lost a step. I lost some of that come-what-may spirit I used to possess back in those days. It's got to be the weight of the world and the responsibilities that go along with being an adult that are clouding my view of who I was back in those days. In some big ways, I feel like a much different person than I was back then, but in some other very big ways I feel like the exact same person I was back then.
In light of all this, my goal of late is to get through this cloud obscuring my view of who I once was and tap into that youthful creative energy. Easier said than done, but I'm determined!